Soul BREATH (#24)

As I write this post, I’m struggling a bit. Do you ever have a day when you want to crawl back into bed and pull the covers up over your head…and stay there…for 4 days? I guess you could say, I’ve already had enough of this week. My soul is tired. Sometimes life is like that. The to do lists and the weight of daily responsibilities have a way of taking a toll sometimes.

I think this occurs when one gets too much of something – even if that something is good – and too little of something else. Life gets a bit out of balance. If the Enough Life is the sweet spot between too little (scarcity) and too much (excess), I have to wonder what have I had too little of lately and of what have I had too much?

Too MuchToo Little
Unrealistic expectationsUnstructured time
WorkTime with people I love
HypervigilanceWalking with the dog
Constant productionSoaking time with Jesus
HouseworkSleep

I feel a bit out of breath.

That makes me think of the creation story recorded in the Bible. In the second chapter of Genesis we are told that the LORD God breathed into Adam’s nostrils and Adam became a living being. The breath of life. Yes, that’s what I need right now. My soul needs a fresh breath. The kind of breath that is refreshing and life-giving.

I realize that I have let the ever-present to do lists get more than enough attention at the expense of the things that are life-giving for me, things that nourish my heart and soul. Therefore, I will add life-giving activities to the very top of my To Do List this week…well, right after my nap.

What gives your soul breath? What is life-giving for you right now?

2 thoughts on “Soul BREATH (#24)

  1. Jen

    So true! This time of year, every year, I hit this exact spot. I was just having a conversation with my eldest about this. I think it is particularly so in those of us in the education field (or are students) because we don’t work a 40 hour week. During the school year, we work however long it takes to get everything done for our students. Then in the summer, we work to get our upcoming year planned out (which is funny because we end up changing them by the third week of the school year anyway.) In a four season area like we live, spring reminds us of how long winter has been. In our particular state, which has had lockdowns and mandates for over a year, we are hoping that we finally have spring after a year long winter. (I won’t hold my breath on that!) All that adds to soul weariness too. Soul rest is the perfect word for it. May God grant us the soul rest we so desperately need!

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